It seems like “things” are going on around me, and I am not in control of anything.
I think that my judgment is a little off too. You know, like when you are asked a question that has multiple answers.? Normally you would go, yea on the first point, perhaps on the second point, and an absolute no on the last point.
What I am doing now is just bundling all the answers into one flaccid, “Oh OK”, “that’s fine”.
In the end, I have shot myself in the foot.
My goal is to re-take my Bitchness.
Not a New Years Resolution or anything, just a damn good idea.